Just Because I'm Quiet

It has been very rough for me the past few days. I thought i had the friend i've been looking for you know,someone to confide in, someone who is supportive, honest.....well thats what i thought. I became friends with this girl who i met at my summer job, and she wanted to hang out with me, sit with me at lunch, which i was always alone, sitting by myself, no one wanted to talk to me. This person saw that i was shy and quiet and i think she used that as her advantage. I love autobiographies, so as a birthday present my mom got me mommywood by tori spelling and my friend wanted to borrow it, and i was hesitant about it but i wanted to be nice so i let her..... that was two months ago. I could tell she just had it and wasnt reading it because i was at her house and i saw it on her desk and i asked if she has read it yet and she said no. Now, a few days ago i emailed her saying my mom wants to read it, i need it back, she replies by saying shes reading it. After all this time shes had it, shes now reading it? That is my proberty she has, it doesnt belong to her, my friend has nice things, i dont, she can afford things, i cant. She has also taken stuff from me, read my journal, and made fun of my car incident. I have to stand up to her, i've been quiet way too long. I dont think i can be friends with this person anymore. Today i sent an email to her, telling her its my book and i want it back, my mom wants to read it, she cant tell me when i'm going to get it back. When i get my book back, i'm done. I was there for this person, i defended her. I just wonder if i'll ever find a friend who wont walk all over me.