KellyLee105
Status: Ryan You Light Up My Life Always and Forever...
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Learning how to cope year to year, does get easier...It is weird, I noticed the longer Ryan is gone, the sadness "automatically" lingers there in my soul, even when I don't know why at first...It is...
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I have been having trouble with sadness, depression...Actually really really sad..I hate being like this... I keep saying to myself, I DON"T WANT TO FEEL THIS WAY ANYMORE... I'm sick and tired of...
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5 years ago on Easter Weekend, Ryan passed over.. Except Easter was April 14, 15, 16th, five years ago.. Easter hasn't been on that weekend since...I remember telling Ryan & Erica, Easter was my...
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I can not believe 5 years ago, Ryan went to Heaven. As I'm sitting here in New Jersey waiting for Erica to get out of work, I seem to feel Ok, for right now anyway...Every year is different, last...
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My kittens are almost 1 1/2 now. Ya, Where did the time go, Huh!?!? 2 sundays ago I had brought one of them, Shawdow to the SPCA to have her spayed...The Vets wanted $250.00, and someone told me the...
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I heard yesterday my Cousin Joey died, he just missed his 51st birthday on April 11th..His mom, my aunt, was making a chower, called to invite him over for some chowder.. His older brother lives...
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My niece Ashley had her first newborn baby girl the 26th of March. She was 3 weeks early 5 lbs.13 oz., her babies name is Addison, "Addy".. At first I thought Addison sounds more like a boys name....
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I got out of work sort of late that afternoon. About 3 months before Ryan's accidental drug overdose, I had been having weird overwhelming feelings, visions, forewarnings, etc. I didn't know why I...
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Barbara, Our founder, Our leader, Our friend, Our "Spiritual Teacher"...Without her I don't know where I would be...I love her from my Heart & Soul!! I will Honor Barbara by going to the retreat,...
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I decided to fill out the FMO Registration Form with my information. I talked with ChristiW this morning, we need to figure out who will be going.. We Both want to do "4 in a Room" with open...
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I read another moms journal, and wrote them this comment, so others can read that they are not alone feeling this toxic guilt which can prolong our healing process.. I also feel as though I...
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I read another moms journal, and wrote them this comment, so others can read that they are not alone feeling this toxic guilt which can prolong our healing process.. I also feel as though I...
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The journal that my roomie wrote, Pat, (tomtom) had written was beautifully written ! I remember Barbara speaking about Pat hugging Vonne. It was pricless seeing Barbara's expression on her face...
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Last year was the first best christmas Erica and I had since Ryan has been gone. Wow, I can't believe 5 of them have come and gone.Last week my dad had a heart attack and had to have an emergency...
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I felt the light of heavenit was shining down on me,I heard His voice, He called my name,"my child, come follow Me;"There is no pain, there is no hurtnor sadness anywhere,In heaven there is joy and...
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