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inside i am screamingin my sleep i am not dreaminginside i am cryingin my sleep i am dyingi cant stand it anymorei want to run out the doorand never come backi just want to relaxi want to be happymy...

so my mom takes my sister to michaels(a craft store) and im like will u help me when u come back and shes like yes so she comes back after like 2 hours and i ask her if shes gonna help ne i was just...

so as u may know i posted a discussion about me having cutwell i did it yet another timei want to stop, but i donttheres just so muchi mean my mom got mad and now she wont help me go thru some boxesi...

hi everyonesorry i havent written a poem in a long whilei wish i could write something but its like the words have stopped coming to mei want to write a poem so badlyi almost need tobut i cantim...

you think yea you think you know me but i have yea i have my secrets the ones i really regreti wish i could them backbut i cantno i cantand they break me down to the coretill my aching heart aches...

slow downyour going too fasterase this frowni want the smile to last and as i stare into your facei feel as if there is no safer placecuz i know you will protect mefrom all ofthe dangersthat...

I slipping awayi can feel it day by dayWhy cant i just sayhow i feel?or rather call out for helpi'm losing myselfinstead of having that silent screami want to live my dreaminstead of living this...

I guess this is an update lolI've been a member for two whole years now, and I was looking through all my old journal entries and postings hear on DS. Wow. That's what I though after looking through...

There, in the nightThe only lightComing from a dimming lamp postWe both leaned in Our features fading As though we were ghostsOur lips touchedFor just a moment, everything stoppedThis moment was...

ChangeChange means coming and goingChangeChange means never knowingChangeChange means nothing stays the sameChangeChange means no where to aim Its what keeps the world turningIts what keeps candles...

whats with all the liescan u see the tears that roll down from my eyes?you did this to meyou made me believein youbut you turned back on your wordnow everything has been blurredwith the tearsthat...

i hate it when i person tells me You know lifes not perfect.i of all people know that with all the shit ive been throughi hate it when i person cant trust me because of one small thing i said to...

my ears are ringingthe voices inside my headkeep singingas i lie there in bed just wanna make it stoptake away the worldim 'bout ready to dropeverything thing keeps spinninround and round and...

shes on the edgeon the ledgeafraid if she takes one step backshell be sucked in again and trappedif she takes a step forwardher life could be concurredno where to goand nobody knowswhen she closes...

today i found my old enemythis enemy lies inside of meshe scares me soto the point where i dont knowwhether or not i should let gosometimes she seems like my only friendother times i wish her voice...