nikkinash08

So i made the appointment for Ian to see Santa at the Phipps Plaze for Christmas!! I cant beleive i was able to do that. I can beleive i am going to be a mom in 8 weeks. Crazy crazy crazy. It sounds...

Hi all,    Well as my title says I have a little kick boxer -----inside me!!!  Granted i have never been this far along in pregnancy I think that my son is teh most active baby ever. He moves all...

  Well Ian is doing great!!! 99 more days left and he will be here!!! I love him so much. Well we have a ton of stuff going on in our lives right now. James got hired with the Air Marshells. He...

  Hi ladies,   I would like to invite all my infertlity DS sisters to read my old journal entries. I was just looking at them and all I kept thinking was wow. What a difference a year makes. Over...

I dont know why but i am feeling a little down in the dumps today. I dont know why because i leave tomorro wto go visit family and freinds in california. It may be because James is not going and i am...

And i am at the half way point!!!! Wow congrats to me!!!!!! Can i just say I love being pregnant and now that i have been feeling him more i love it even more. Its teh best most amazing feeling ever....

 Yesterday we went and had our 3d ultrasound done. Wow amazing. I cant beleive that is inside me!!!! We got he famouse sucking the thumb picture. It still hard to wrap my brain around that what i...

After loosing my son to trisomy 18 you can imagine how nervouse i was about this littl eguy. But i have had all teh screening done and he looks great. all teh blood work/u/s showed a happy healthy...

So i chopped off 12 inches of my hair this weekend and donated it to locks of love. I have been wanting to and James gave me the go ahead. I loved it when i left the salon. It will take time to get...

Well i went for my 16 week apointment. Wow did I say that. 16 weeks!! I have never made it that far. Ian looked great. He was sitting breech so i didnt get as good as pictures as last time. But he is...

Well its the time in my pregnancy where i lost my son. I was 15 1/2 weeks when I lost angle Ashton. I know history wontrepeat it's self and everything will be ok. Im excited to make it through this...

I know I have said this before but I love my son so so much. He is truly the light in my life. I cant wait to meet him. I day dream about the day he is finally here and I can hold him in my arms. I...

Ok well agianst my better judgment i did it. I went and fell in love with the baby. HE IS real and is in me and I love him. I think about him 24/7 and have such huge dreams for him. I know we all say...