bfarlow
Status: Doing well, new struggles to work through though. Still, I'm optimistic.
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The sense of impending doom hangs heavily over me right now. So many obligations, and so many failures. When will it all catch up to me?At work I see my responsibilities being stripped away from me...
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I am finding it impossible to find any joy in the season. I continue to fail in every aspect of my life. The one opportunity to have an actual break and recup is about to be overcome by the results...
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So, I am recovering from a bought of depression and gaining a little hope if not confidence. I am still not motivated to do anything. I don’t know what is driving that other than a sense of burnout...
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Been a long time gone. I have actually been doing very well until about two months ago. Then a woman, with whom I work, whom I had thought was a close friend told me she didn't want to be friends...
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Been a long time gone. I have actually been doing very well until about two months ago. Then a woman, with whom I work, whom I had thought was a close friend told me she didn't want to be friends...
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I think I've beaten this depression. I'm beginning to think the depression is symptomatic and not endemic. I've been predominately possitive about myself and my outlook for the last month and a half,...
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I've been a bit busy and haven't had a chance to visit the site, but I think I've really made progress. I've been fighting the internal critic and allowing myself to make mistakes without coming down...
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I had a really good day yesterday. Everytime I caught myself criticizing me I stomped on it. I actually felt good about myself for most of the day. I've developed a new affirmation to help with...
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My experience this week end got me to thinking about all of the negative thoughts that I have and where they came from. I can trace almost all of them to my father. No matter how hard I tried...
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The self-esteem self-help book I bought has an exercise where I am asked to describe an event that made me angry and how I felt during that event. Well, I've got one for you book! This weekend I...
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Every mistake I make causes me to doubt my judgement. Now, I am reaching a level of paralysis. My wife and I are looking for Au Pairs to take of the kids when she goes back to work. The process is...
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I have spent the last several weeks reviewing my life and have come to some interesting conclusions. Over the last four years I have been taking medication for depression and ADD. Although I may have...
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Been a long time gone. I have actually been doing very well until about two months ago. Then a woman, with whom I work, whom I had thought was a close friend told me she didn't want to be friends...
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I think I've beaten this depression. I'm beginning to think the depression is symptomatic and not endemic. I've been predominately possitive about myself and my outlook for the last month and a half,...
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I've been a bit busy and haven't had a chance to visit the site, but I think I've really made progress. I've been fighting the internal critic and allowing myself to make mistakes without coming down...
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