AdoreAva
Status: Just passed the 32 week mark! I just can't wait for him to be here!
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We've got our 20 week scan tomorrow! I am so excited! It feels like I have been looking forward to this day forever. Seeing our baby moving around in there on our 12 week scan was one of the best...
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Well its been one year and one month since I wrote on this thing so I thought a wee update was in order!Things have been good for me this past year. I'm not really sure how it happened, but I gained...
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Slight positives...ive had two good days in a row. Got my ED group again today. I really need to try and contribute more, its just so hard to talk to people. I hate it..
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I am having my second session of group therapy tomorrow. The first one was scary and surreal. Ive never been in a situation where people openly discuss EDs, i guess keeping it a secret for so many...
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I am 21 years old today maybe this will be the year i become strong/brave/selfless enough to beat this i really hope so....
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I feel like i am going through life as a complete fake. To everyone i am normal and happy, inside i am a messed up excuse of a human being. If people knew my thoughts they would run and hide. This...
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Third day completed!!I am a bit worried about the 7 hour drive home today as i know this has been a dangerous situation for me in the past. but i've decided i dont care about the past, im doing this...
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I have been failing so badly. I cant get out of this setback! Ive tried pulling myself out so many times but no matter what i do i revert back to my self destructive ways. I really hate myself just...
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Really shit day. i binged then purged. i even felt myself not wanting to do it before it happened but i still fucking went through with it! i am such an idiot, i cant make anything right for...
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The past few days have been better, still really hard but definately better. its just so hard! sometimes i really feel like giving it up, i hate that there is never a moment without these stupid...
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Yesterday i flew up North to a little island that my grandad stays on. i was so looking forward to coming up here where it is so peaceful and beautiful and where i could spend time with my grandad,...
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Well it's been a month and a half since i came home from university and told my mum and dad about my ED. I seriously think it was the best thing i could have done. The few days before i decided to...
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We've got our 20 week scan tomorrow! I am so excited! It feels like I have been looking forward to this day forever. Seeing our baby moving around in there on our 12 week scan was one of the best...
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Well its been one year and one month since I wrote on this thing so I thought a wee update was in order!Things have been good for me this past year. I'm not really sure how it happened, but I gained...
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Slight positives...ive had two good days in a row. Got my ED group again today. I really need to try and contribute more, its just so hard to talk to people. I hate it..
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