The past few days have been better, still really hard but definately better. its just so hard! sometimes i really feel like giving it up, i hate that there is never a moment without these stupid thoughts! ive got the flu just now so ive literally not left my bed for two days. although its not like i can leave the house anyway, there are major storms up here just now, people aren't even allowed to leave or come onto the island. im hoping they calm down before friday or my brother wont be able to come up for the weekend. ive gone three days without binging or purging so thats at least a positive thing. im going to head to bed now. i probs wont journal for a while as there is nothing much happening up here, everyday is the same. hope everyone else is doing well and thanks for all the great comments!Ava xx