Group Therapy...

I am having my second session of group therapy tomorrow. The first one was scary and surreal. Ive never been in a situation where people openly discuss EDs, i guess keeping it a secret for so many years has not prepared me for the whole honesty thing. I think it is my natural reaction to bury things and pretend that nothing is wrong and never talk to anyone about my problems. I hope it is going to help though and not go the other way, time will tell i suppose. I am also going for a viewing at my new flat! I am moving in with 4 of my friends, two boys anda two girls, on the 8th August. I am really excited to do this although there is always a constant fear i have of new situations and changes in my life, it tends to trigger me. I dont want to ruin this for myself, it has the potential to be the best year of my life and i dont want to miss out on that chance. Ive already had to move back home from my flat at uni! But as this is still in my home town, im hoping the transition will not be too difficult.  I miss journalling on here. I am going to make conscious effort to come on DS more, and contact more people. I hate how much i isolate myself from people when i am in a bad place, even online friends! Well i guess thats all for now, I hope everyone is well..