Worked almost every day this week.  Feel really good about that.  Feeling relaxed and satisfied with life at the moment, but not very sociable.  Have a bunch of literature my most recent p-doc about bipolar and pregnancy which I need to read and have my husband read before my next appointment where he is supposed to also attend in about 2 weeks.  So far what I've read just makes me feel annoyed with my lot in life.  I know it could be much worse, but I wish I could just try and get pregnant like a non-medicated person does and be free to breast feed if I felt like it without having to weight all these pros and cons of my health vs the babies health.  Husband took me out for an exciting lunch today.  We had crab at a Malaysian restaurant, really fancy and delicious.  What a treat!  Took a few hours to finish off the crab, though.  All that cracking, scraping and prying.