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• Depression
  

  So damned depressed

  Posted by: johnjohn808

  Last Reply: SirGrits 04/06/2019

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  AlohaIt`s been 10+ years since i`ve been here, and Much has changed. Over the past decade, I have had my ups and downs, but nothing unmanagable. I am in deep depression again, as my other half has been gone for 5 days now. We never argued, or even had many disagreements. She just up and disappeared. Wont answer emails or calls.It`s the not knowing thats killin me. All I want to know is that she`s safe.I cant eat, sleep, or concentrate, and I have gone back cutting myself. I just cant stop...

• Self-Injury
  

  different

  Posted by: johnjohn808

  Last Reply: Moo0290 05/06/2019

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  ALohaIt`s been a decade since I`ve cut myself, but my arm looks like a net again. Im so disappointed in myself. I came back here after 10 years to find help in my old friends. But all of my friends are deleted users now, and the site has completely changed.I guess thats all I have to say

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  Hug

  Posted by: johnjohn808

  Posted: 04/03/2019

  johnjohn808 sent a hug to Reneefriend

  I still miss you a decade later