Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
Aloha
It`s been 10+ years since i`ve been here, and Much has changed. Over the past decade, I have had my ups and downs, but nothing unmanagable.
I am in deep depression again, as my other half has been gone for 5 days now. We never argued, or even had many disagreements. She just up and disappeared. Wont answer emails or calls.
It`s the not knowing thats killin me. All I want to know is that she`s safe.
I cant eat, sleep, or concentrate, and I have gone back cutting myself. I just cant stop crying when im alone.
I came back to seek help and comfort in my old friends. But I came back to an empty friend`s list, except for 1 friend who has`nt been on for years.
I dont even know how to use this site anymore and I dont know what else to say, but thank you for reading my post.
You are not alone here. I too seem to keep coming back here for solace and sometimes just to express my feelings I can't otherwise talk about to anyone.
I'm sorry about your other half. Ive been ghosted before and it's never an easy thing. Its too easy for us to start overanalying the situation and get caught up in our heads about it.
I hope you get some answers but be prepared to never know, Being alone is double edged sword for me. On one hand I like the time to think but on the other hand I want someone to live my life with that someone who get's me.
I stopped looking for anyone and the future I see myself having is dim.
We can only just live in the moment, we can't change the past and try as we might sometimes we can't control what will happen...I know...being the control freak I am, have tried. I have met people here that have come and gone. I understand where your at, the last couple of years have been pretty dark for me and find myself unable to easily shake the lows and they last longer and are much darker but I refuse to be medicated and tired all the time. Don't give up on this site, I wish you comfort and solace in what your going through and we are all here to listen.
Sending you good vibes! Take care.
I'm not sure if this helps, but from your post I'm guessing you've learned all sorts of coping skills for depression. I just encourage you to consider sharing your experiences here and in other sites or places.
God speed bro.