UnknownSaddness

About Me

I\'m 31 yrs old and my life is in such disarray. I lost everything in a matter of months. My relationship went down the drain which put me in the position where I had t start my whole life over. Now I\'m in a shelter feeling like I\'ll never get out of here. I\'ve become such the actor over the years just to avoid the questions and fake concerns other people have, I smile and laugh like I\'m the happiest person on earth. But behind closed doors and loud showers all I do is cry and hurt myself and I want it to stop so bad. I went through so many sad and bad times when I was younger and no matter how much I try I cant stay happy for long.