Kaliastrophy

About Me

Im a living paradox, and a cat. /Diagnosed with BPD by myself for a long time before I finally got diagnosed by a doctor. /Self-harmer, impulsive, shopping-addict, intense, emotionally unstable, extremely inconsistent and nihilist by experience. /Everything inside me is having an identity crisis. /Aspiring poet, Clinical Psychology student, massive cat maniac and cheese lover. /Tattoos, piercings, red hair, cigarettes and black. ***SOMETHING VERY IMPORTANT ABOUT ME*** For those of you that dont know BPD (Borderline Personality Disorder), one of the symptoms you will all probably experience from me at some point is dropping any contact and seeming completely uninterested in you, as if Im bored or irritated, and all the rest go-the-fuck-away behaviors and emotions. This wont mean that Im not interested in you anymore or that youre boring or, or, or, or.. Its just my illness fucking with my head and with anyone that socializes with me. I might not talk for months, and then come back loving and caring and spend hours here everyday for a week, and then disappear again. Its a cycle and i cant escape it yet, and im really sorry and sad about it. If you feel this kind of behavior might trigger you a lot for whatever reason and in whichever way, I personally advise you to stay away from me for your own good. Im not a bad person, but it seems that my head really wants me to be one v.v I am deeply and honestly apologizing in advance for any discomfort or harm that I might cause to anyone... BECAUSE I AM NOT ONLINE OFTEN, ANYONE THAT WANTS TO TALK TO ME SHOULD KIK ME! MY USERNAME IS Kali.21. PLEASE KIK ME INSTEAD OF MESSAGING ME