cloris

well after so many starts and stops i am on day 18 of gf.  i had adream about gambling- iwas in a casino -i knew i should be- just five dollars was all i was going to spend(sounds like true life) ...

i am doing ok 17 days gf-  keep going!

well i officailly turned 42.  Iguess i am too old to gamble now!!

14 days GF, I can't wait to get to a month .  I was sorely tempted last night, but like someone posted- give it a little time and the temptation goes away.  Boy it sure was nice to lay in bed last...

today is 9 days GF. had a chance to gamble (was by myself) thought about it but did not. Before I left the house i asked God,Holy Spirit and all my dead relatives for a shield of strength and...

today before I picked up[ my baby I thought oh I have 20 minutes I could kill, put in $40 .It is payday but i just chased that thought out of my head (about 6 times) and did not go.  and I know that...

today i am starting by qutting---lord help me

  4/14  tomorrow i cannot gamble.  lost 500 dollars today am breaking my family.  give me strength

  4/14  tomorrow i cannot gamble.  lost 500 dollars today am breaking my family.  give me strength

went out of town and did not gamble!

Well i am 27 days of GF.  I have had a few relapses, i am going to go to an GA meeting. It seems I can stop for a little while and then I literally talk myself into going into a casino.  So it is...

35 GF days  I am excited to think that i am going to make it to 40.  sometimes i think of the stress i caused myself gambling-too much time, too much money lost, having to lie to cover up where i...

33 days and i was tempted today- a new casino opened and i thought about putting in the proverbial $20, sometimes when a new casino first opens they pay out better to get you in (and then keep...

21 days today

well after so many starts and stops i am on day 18 of gf.  i had adream about gambling- iwas in a casino -i knew i should be- just five dollars was all i was going to spend(sounds like true life) ...