33 days and i was tempted today- a new casino opened and i thought about putting in the proverbial $20, sometimes when a new casino first opens they pay out better to get you in (and then keep you).  i did not go- of all the things that kept me away the one that stuck out the most was that i am at 33 days GF and i don't want to start at 1 again-i like being in the double digits of days GF and want to get to the triple.  But i was mad that i even let the thought roll through my head.

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Hi! :) It\'s horrible when things like that happen. But I don\'t think you should be mad that you let it roll through your head. This is how we build resistance. It\'s a wonderful thing that you can think it, but not act on it. One day, you may not think it and it might wash right over your head. But for now, temptations will be forceful, but as long as you fight them, you\'re doing a sensational job :)