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Actually pictured myself winning and all the fun it used to be. Man if I did not stop that thought I would probably be at a casino now. I had to think about the time I won $900 and the next day lost...

One more last day- I placed my last bet 7/13/12. I feel better when I make it home without gambling and lying.  When I get the urge I start by saying NO, No, and move my thoughts elsewhere,...

went out of town and did not gamble!

Well i am 27 days of GF.  I have had a few relapses, i am going to go to an GA meeting. It seems I can stop for a little while and then I literally talk myself into going into a casino.  So it is...

35 GF days  I am excited to think that i am going to make it to 40.  sometimes i think of the stress i caused myself gambling-too much time, too much money lost, having to lie to cover up where i...

33 days and i was tempted today- a new casino opened and i thought about putting in the proverbial $20, sometimes when a new casino first opens they pay out better to get you in (and then keep...

21 days today

well after so many starts and stops i am on day 18 of gf.  i had adream about gambling- iwas in a casino -i knew i should be- just five dollars was all i was going to spend(sounds like true life) ...

i am doing ok 17 days gf-  keep going!

well i officailly turned 42.  Iguess i am too old to gamble now!!

went out of town and did not gamble!

Well i am 27 days of GF.  I have had a few relapses, i am going to go to an GA meeting. It seems I can stop for a little while and then I literally talk myself into going into a casino.  So it is...

35 GF days  I am excited to think that i am going to make it to 40.  sometimes i think of the stress i caused myself gambling-too much time, too much money lost, having to lie to cover up where i...

33 days and i was tempted today- a new casino opened and i thought about putting in the proverbial $20, sometimes when a new casino first opens they pay out better to get you in (and then keep...

21 days today