today is 9 days GF. had a chance to gamble (was by myself) thought about it but did not. Before I left the house i asked God,Holy Spirit and all my dead relatives for a shield of strength and prayers.  I am so glad I did not go.  Iam trying to shut off the thoughts about "getting a little extra cash,  doubling $20" etc  I hope I can make it past two weeks,  oops  I Can GO PAST TWO WEEKS!!