ofs0920
Status: Not Bad..... Still Not Feeling That Great About Any Of This "Life Change Thing"
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Nothing to say........ Except this is never going to get easier..,,,,, just to many discouraging days.......
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Still waiting for something great to write about.......so far I don't quite see when it all starts to change..... getting really bored about all this drama..........However, I still say........
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Same old shit......just another day....maybe tomorrow will be a better day........
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Things a little better today.... almost made it a whole day without thinking about a beer..... maybe things are starting to make a turn.......O wait...... I think not........ but hey...... everyday...
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Not doing to bad.... been to busy to think of it much....... trying to get caught up again..... hope no one missed me .......
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Really hard today for some reason but the good news it seems like I am finding ways to cope with it.... I try to keep busy all the time even if its only little tinkering stuff...... also drinking...
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Was kinda busy today so day went ok.......damm do I have to keep busy forever just not to want a beer.... it is wearing me out........this still SUCKS
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Well it was not quite as bad today so I made it. It is hotter then hell here in Tucson right now so working outside is really brutal. Thats when I would really like a cold one but I NOT DO IT. Im...
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Not to bad...... trying to keep busy so I don't think to much about it.... problem is when I get done working or doing something, I want to set down relax and have a couple beers..... I wonder does...
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Started my job today at RCW so been very busy.... only time I thought about having a cold beer was when I first got home.... damm that would have really been good but NO I didn't do it so day eight...
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Same old Shit.......neighbor guy came over today and sat on the porch and had a drink right in front of me..... just about blew my mind.... he really doesn't know what im going through right now so I...
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IT SUCKS....IT SUCKS....IT SUCKS.... IT SUCKS..... O BY THE WAY.... DID I MENTION IT SUCKS.......
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Well yesterday was just brutal..... wanted some beers all day really bad but made it through..... today not so bad but still can't get my mind elsewhere yet....... Everyday is a new day......
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Nothing new..... nothing exciting..... thought a lot about a beer but didn't give in...... Guess Im ok....
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OK......Im starting over ........ this is the new day two with no drinks...... must say it has only been 2 days but I already find myself wondering what just "one" would hurt..... I am now driving...
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