Day Seven

Same old Shit.......neighbor guy came over today and sat on the porch and had a drink right in front of me..... just about blew my mind.... he really doesn't know what im going through right now so I guess it is not totally his fault (other then he is basicly as asshole anyway) so I can't blame him to much...... I see now I really need to stay away from the alcohol for awhile..... no one drinks around me... even if it is tea or pop it just gets me going to much...... maybe that will go away soon........ bummer