Never good enough

Never good enoughAlways miss the goalIf life were a roller coasterYou'd be shorter than the pole  Stuck in slow motionOn the kiddy rideMissing all the funFurther down you slide You'll never reach your goalNever win the raceNo matter what you doYou'll end in last place You fall behind the crowdNo one really caresNo matter how you actYou'll get dirty stares No one sees the youThat you hide insideNo one would even careIf you fucking died Your friends want youTo go far far awayThey want you gone for goodBut they're too scared to say They think you'll slit your wristBecause they said to goBut you already knewWhat they tried not to show They dread all the timesThat they must see youThey think you're a freakBecause of the things you do You try and fake a smileYou try to hide the painBut cutting is your lifeIt's not just a stupid game