Lapsmom10

 I left for several reasons. Well not left, just took some time out for a couple reasons. I don't want to be a hypocrite offering advice that I cant even follow. I also don't want to be the one who...

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Not gone yet guys! But tonight I need to write about insincere apologies and stuff.  I hate insincere apologies.  I just despise them.  For years I have been trying to talk to this relative...

Gotta take care of some issues guys, so I may not be on for a while.  Thanks everybody for the encouragement and advice and as soon as my internet is back up and running, I will be on DS first...

I don't know why I experience these waves of anxiety, but they come flooding up from my stomach at least five or six times a day.  The rest of the day I'm just in some sort of crazy state of panic...

I swear I can't seem to do anything right.  I can't even be offended properly. A family member and I had a little disagreement and of couse I always feel like I should be the one to apologize even...

Well panic tries to creep up on me.  It's been worse these last few days.  I'm even having night sweats.  Well that could be because I'm 42, but nonetheless it's quite worrisome. Still I'm...

We are getting ready for snow here in the south!  We are going bananas!  We rarely get snow so this is a big event here.  Schools will pprobably be closed.  Going to take this time to love, laugh...

I have a dream today, that one day I will not base my worth on my circumstances, finances or opinions of others.  That one day I will be able to throw off the clothes of depression, anxiety,...

 I will not let any bad experience stop me. No, not one!   Alright, onward and upward................. Time to fix this beautiful , lazy boy some lunch!

So no sleep for me.  Stayed up all night.  Went to youtube for comedy, ended up on videos about butt injections. Here's what I learned: There is someone more ridiculous than you.  Honey boo boo...

If anyone should happen to read my journal, let me issue a caution.  I'm a bit candid.  I will say some really CRAZY stuff just to make myself laugh since I find it so hard these dsys.  Please...

Some people.......... I really like this guy so much.  He's an artist.   Beyonce is his wife. Tops ALL the charts, from Forbes to Vibe.  Man this guy is terrific.  I just admire his work...

Sooooooo.......... I tell my son to go shower.  He does, however he still smells like a 'boy'.   Umm I ask him what he washed with, the body wash? No.  There wasnt any left. Ok.  What then?...

Somebody on tv just COMPLAINED about a 25Inch waist. My fingers are 25 inches around. DEAD!!!!!!  LOL!!!