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Today I made it until 3:30 wihtout pills.  Worked out, did some strength training, but when I started to walk the dog I could feel everything tightening up.  Took one and half.  Still moody. ...

Who is crazy now?  I took 3 valium - last night to sleep.  Didn't pick up trazodone in time.  But more than that I've been crazy since Monday afternoon.  Maybe before.  The R issue got way out...

Only one and half vicodin yesterday - late in the afternoon.  I'm feeling agitated today.  Had to do bills.  I've got the PwC thing - no DVD bullshit - my own face distributed to thousands of...

I only needed one and a half pills yesterday.  Never underestimate distraction.  Ruth and the boys were here.  we went to a movie (Had to take the one and a half for sitting) then we scoped out a...

Yesterday I was in the "Ive had it" mood with the pain.  My head hurt enough to think it might be a migraine - I was desparate so I took an imitrex - but who knows.  I'm not going to count it as a...

I don't really feel so great.  a little nausea probably because I had one drink last night at the sunday school party.  The pain is bad - probably becuase I woke up thinking about the editor that...

No migraines since I started taking Topomax.  Just amazing.  I'm so grateful.  I've been in so much pain and very agitated.  I neglected to record valium use.  I've had one in the evening for at...

A full ten days without a migraine.  Topomax seems to work.  However I'm having pain.  Bad pain.  concentrated largely on my left side.  Neck, shoulder blade, now hip and harm.  Later in the...

Big pain yesterday took one and half at noon, again at 4 and a whole one at 6:30 (sitting again for second lecture of the day.  My asthma is bad - post respiratory infection plus pollen not...

I took a zofran.  Used some advair.  Feel better.  Still depressed.  Battling on.  Putting out lines to see if I can hook any interest.  I'm unsure about whether to pursue writing fiction, or...

Mar 6 two or three - can't rememberTodayMar 7 four - but.. I decided to go to a writers conference this a.m. went all day, picked the professor up at the airport AND did dinner at the Club - peeled...

Yesterday pain in my left neck shoulder arm came on about 2 (after motorcycle ride - walking dog) with enough force to make me feel panicky. I took a 10 vicodin and it worked.  Didn't need anything...

Sex was great - god, it's been a long time.  We were both so nervous.  But our friendship is intact, I feel very comfortable and we seem to both be looking at a long term solution to neither of us...

I tried to outlast the pain - but I couldnt I took a vicodin around 5 and again at nine after relaxing, ignoring...I simply couldn't even approach finding sleep.  Once I took it - my whole body...

I still feel like S**t - the infection has knocked me way down.  I only took one vicodin yesterday so that's good.  I'm still taking antibiotics,  AND I'm sleeping again so that's good but I'm so...