I took a zofran.  Used some advair.  Feel better.  Still depressed.  Battling on.  Putting out lines to see if I can hook any interest.  I'm unsure about whether to pursue writing fiction, or re-ignite my place in the business sphere (best financial bet) or if I can do both.  Both would take a clear plan and a schedule. 3/8 ZERO vicodin - blew off church last night, I was exhausted.