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ok another long over due journal entry any way iv met this girl called bella onine she lives in canada and i live in england and weve only known each other a few weeks but we really connected and we...

Where ever you may read thisno matter how fari need to know how you feelbreaking my lonely heart but don't worry it'll all be okatleast i had you for one whole dayBut you've got to look up at the...

I'm going downdownlike the captain of a sinking ship all hands on deck are you ready for thisi'm ready for thisFIREthis ship is going downI loved you like a brotherI loved you like a friend in the...

so i havn't been on this site in along time and am very sorry i wish i could keep up with everyone but so far lifes going great ofcourse there are the little everday annonces that annoy me but thats...

so ofcourse this is a long over due journal entry lol well lets start off with iv been very down but just about life stuff like not getting a job or into collage but other than that days have been...

well has of today iv had my hair cut off thanks to my brother playing around with a lighter and aerosol so now hav short heair i am so pissed off at him then i find out from my ex thee most sweetest...

so iv split up with my gf i love her to bits she's the women who lightens my day andbreaking up with her is the baddest dection i could have ever done bu ti moved away and it was for the best she...

today am writing and telling for the first time i hear i  voice when i cut i call him josh even tho its my voice i hear he tells me the truth and hurts me telling me how worthless i am sometimes...

iv hear this song many times but today i fully understand what it means  How stubborn are the scars when they won't fade away?Or just a gentle reminder that now are better days?We'll be home soon,...

so me and my ex got back to talking and were keeping it on the low coz she doesn't want people to know and thats ok but we went to go see inme at sheffield uni and it was great after two years of not...

so my ex ran away with my best friend karl and bad things were said on both sides and we didn't speak for 2 years btw am 18 now, so 6 months ago they split up and he told her that he hates here and...

I forgot about the fact that there was somebody in my past, I feel time has passed so quickly since I took the photograph.Thanks for the memory that doesn't fade in my heart.Look at us smiling in...

can you taste it the red scratch of existance that hard steel connection  but why if its evil we enjoy it so because we are diffrent from other people they fear us and outcast us for we are...

WE ARE THE BROKEN CHILDREN SUFFERING EACH DAY WE DRINK AND SMOKE TO FORGET BUT A DESTINY IS SET IT RIPS OUR HEART  IT TEARS THE FLESH IT HURTS TOO MUCH YOU USELESS PIECE OF SHIT NO NOMORE...

iv started to have majour blackouts iv had them for 3 years and they were really small time now its like allmost ever day its annoying and scares me i keep going from docters to docters but there nt...