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iv hear this song many times but today i fully understand what it means  How stubborn are the scars when they won't fade away?Or just a gentle reminder that now are better days?We'll be home soon,...

so me and my ex got back to talking and were keeping it on the low coz she doesn't want people to know and thats ok but we went to go see inme at sheffield uni and it was great after two years of not...

so my ex ran away with my best friend karl and bad things were said on both sides and we didn't speak for 2 years btw am 18 now, so 6 months ago they split up and he told her that he hates here and...

I forgot about the fact that there was somebody in my past, I feel time has passed so quickly since I took the photograph.Thanks for the memory that doesn't fade in my heart.Look at us smiling in...

can you taste it the red scratch of existance that hard steel connection  but why if its evil we enjoy it so because we are diffrent from other people they fear us and outcast us for we are...

WE ARE THE BROKEN CHILDREN SUFFERING EACH DAY WE DRINK AND SMOKE TO FORGET BUT A DESTINY IS SET IT RIPS OUR HEART  IT TEARS THE FLESH IT HURTS TOO MUCH YOU USELESS PIECE OF SHIT NO NOMORE...

iv started to have majour blackouts iv had them for 3 years and they were really small time now its like allmost ever day its annoying and scares me i keep going from docters to docters but there nt...

The life that goes onit welcomes me back my old friend the steel pain and the red line that follows this time its harsh and scary the cold embraces me  and so i fall and taste the cold...

it has been shit but iv been putting a smile over it and its gone shit so its fcked up am tired and hungry so am feeling like crap today :( but am getting on with it x

it been good butthe urges are hurting i just want them to stop it hurts :(

so far am 8 weeks its feeling good i'v had the odd erge to cut but am winning yey i feel good xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

finally my thoughts about cutting myself are going away i feel more better and alive lol nt funny but its going well hope i keep it up xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

iv finaly stopped cutting my self for a week now and its going gr8 my friends are paying an intrest and its sunny am happy i hope it continues this way. Because i'm loving it...