bluesun
Status: Just moved, need 2 move again. LandL drama. Pray for a rental. Prices are super high now.
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I feel horrible today, i'm so sore. I was at the VA again all day yesterday and I hate being there ALL day! Thank God MAtthew was there for most of the day by my side up until the last appt. He had...
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I feel like shit today. Not only do I feel like shit but i'm f#ckin depressed too, sometimes I just want the pain in side to stop. Matt and I argued again and sometimes he gets to sound so hateful....
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I've been so busy up to my eye balls with med appts at the VA. Been also very busy with MAtt. We have been spending tons of time together just working on us and better communication. Poor Matthew has...
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My poor next door neighbor just passed away early this morning in his sleep. He was a vietnam vet and has been bed written for the last 15 years. Sena, his wife, is still holding him till the coroner...
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He is doing it again. The pattern is obvious. He did this last time when it was getting close to deployment again. He gets really moody and depressed and pushes me away. i'm trying to figure out a...
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I had to staart doubling my dose of the neurontin last night...wow I feel so swimmy... i'm just floating around. I don't like that feeling...if i'm on land I wanna feel on land, not like i'm in the...
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Sunday mom, my bro, couple of mom"s fiends, and I went to the beach. it was pretty awesome! The only gross thing that happened there was these two old shribled women decided to go topless and just...
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My man got off early yesterday so he came over. i've been suffering from what feels and looks like a shigles out break for the last couple days. It's been very painful. So I asked him if he has had...
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Ok... so far the only side effect of the new neurontin is sleepiness and the 1st night I had a head ache. not much changes in the nerve pain, but some meds take some time to work, so we will...
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Ok, so I went to my PCM today at the VA and told her about the extremely painful areas on my skin that feel like nerve pain but are on the surface only. And that everything that comes into contact...
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Now the pain has switched to the L leg. It's not as bad as the R one was, but I hate it. I feel like my meat and nerves are exposed and everything feels like it's scraping me. Good thing I see my PCM...
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Friday Matthew showed up and we talked about what happened between us the weekend before. At 1st we were mad at each other and argued for a while. Then the argument took a turn and we ended up...
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Well it's Friday. I made it through the week. last night the fibro group had me crackin up so bad! the party was fun and kept my mind off the stress. i'm so there again tonight. i'm stuck at home...
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I just balled up into a ball last night, just hoping to make it through. The vomiting hurt so bad I felt like a mob had kicked my ass. my mom had made me some perogies in hopes that I could eat...
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