My man got off early yesterday so he came over. i've been suffering from what feels and looks like a shigles out break for the last couple days. It's been very painful. So I asked him if he has had chicken pox already cuz I don't want to contaminate him. He told me that he has and I said good you won't get my shigles then. he was like whats that? So I tried explaining it to him and it didn't make any sense to him and it ended up an argument again. i'm tired of it end up being an argument because what ever doesn't make sense to him. He wouldn't even let me fininsh explaining so I told him to just look it up on the internet. Then he got mad at me for that and we argued for the next half an hour. He told me that work had got him into a bad mood and he didn't feel like he had the patience for this. I was like how do you think I feel??! i've been in pain all day and was trying to explain it to you! So shortly after, we made up again. We got along well the rest of the day, but ended up arguing again right before bed. It was about his mood swings and that i'm sick of dancing around them and it would be nice if he paid attn to what I felt like at the moment every now and then. After bickering about it some more, we made up again.He is the love of my life and i never loved anyone as much before. I told him last night that we may not always be on the same page and we bump heads a lot, but I would do more than take a bullet for him, I would go thru torture for him and even jump on a grenade for him. He told me that he feels the same way and would do the same for me. So far the neurontin has helped some of the nerve pain but it's also supposed to help the nerve pain from the shingles as well, but it hasn't it. It's been very painful. I am scheduled to see my doc again tomorrow. We'll see what happens.