moblueeyes

I have tried and tried not to take insults and name calling personally. I have watched two of my friends on here self destruct. I have read journals of women on here who are unable to forgive their...

So many things are going through my mind this morning. I feel very sad and anxious. I want control of my life again. I don't want to have to depend on anyone.In two weeks we will be filing suit with...

This has been a hell of a week for our girls on here. There is so much physical pain and mental pain here. I don't know how to help them. My heart is so very heavy.There is much self mutilation and...

My heart is heavy tonight knowing that two of my young friends on DS are struggling in similiar ways. Each are making progess but there is still a long road ahead for each. There will need to be a...

making little progress with trust and forgiving. Hurts!

Feeeling a bit overwelmed these days. My marriage is healing. Sometimes I think maybe I dwell too much on things in my mind.  I have issues with the whole concept of marriage. I used to think my...

Life is settling down a little. I now have a married daughter. It was a happy/sad day.Work is work. Suit still not settled. Still learning to trust. That's not an easy task. It seems I am always on...

Life is just way too hard sometimes to keep holding it all in. I keep trying to pretend I'm strong.I'm not. I don't like me and what I have become.

I gave birth to a beautiful blonde haired blue eyed 8 lbs. 15 oz. baby girl 21 years ago today!! Today she is a beautiful bLonde haired blue eyed adult planning grad school, working full time and...

Bob is closer to finalizing details of a new job. He has received an offer from the radio group. He has until Wednesday to respond. Meanwhile, today another company is pursuing him with a more...

I am in a very deep depression. I feel I have lost complete control of my life. There was a time when I felt I had control. I worked hard. I had $'s in the bank. I had a strong relationship with...

I will no longer allow myself to get close to people here or in my own personal life.I have been dealt some serious blows during the past week. My heart aches!My dear friend on here that I became...

I am no good for anyone at this time. Take care of one another.

Update....Got back from business trip in Tempe Arizona on Thursday. Nice trip.On Friday husband came home early. He has been relieved of his duties at his job.Depression has set in once again.