complexwoman

About Me

I am extremely shy, though I am learning to use my voice. I was raped October 7, 2011, October 14, 2011 (my 25th birthday), and November 1, 2014. Now I am trying to live with the aftereffects. Such as CPTSD, panic attacks, anger, insomnia, and deep depression! I try to just take it day by day, but sometimes it gets hard. I have leaned very heavily on the Lord, and my parents. They help, but do not understand when I say certain things that I am feeling or when I cannot go to the store/in public by myself without panicking. It takes everything in me to come to work everyday and some days the mental/emotional strain from it wears me out.