Argh
Gout and Lupus before 30...why? I'm starting to wonder what I did wrong to deserve this crap? Am I such a horrible person? I know I push everyone away, but that is a coping mechanism for me. My thinking is, if I'm alone then I can't hurt anyone.
I love my parents and they have been terrific these past three years, but I can see the telltale signs that their patience are waning. After being alone the past few nights, I see that I don't want to be alone.
I make bad choices...time after time...when will I learn?
I might have a mental illness, but that does NOT mean I belong in a mental hospital. As I hate...HATE hospitals...this would do more harm than good. This lesson I have learned however, for now on I will only post light and fluffy crap...it's a sad day when you are on a support site that promotes to it's users to actually tell about their true feelings and in return you get the suggestion of going to a mental hospital. Really? This might help some people, but NOT ME!! Oh well...I'm done and no I'm not talking about taking my life. I mean I'm done talking about my feelings. What happened to no judgement?
I love my parents and they have been terrific these past three years, but I can see the telltale signs that their patience are waning. After being alone the past few nights, I see that I don't want to be alone.
I make bad choices...time after time...when will I learn?
I might have a mental illness, but that does NOT mean I belong in a mental hospital. As I hate...HATE hospitals...this would do more harm than good. This lesson I have learned however, for now on I will only post light and fluffy crap...it's a sad day when you are on a support site that promotes to it's users to actually tell about their true feelings and in return you get the suggestion of going to a mental hospital. Really? This might help some people, but NOT ME!! Oh well...I'm done and no I'm not talking about taking my life. I mean I'm done talking about my feelings. What happened to no judgement?
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