LisaJill

Something I wrote in Feb., 2014: Our Valentine's date was really nice. But one night out isn't going to change anything. He's not a horrible person. He does lots of nice, thoughtful things. He can...

Wow...I'm here writing again more than a year later. And even worse, it's been over 6 years since I first came on here...and I can't believe I'm still struggling with the same crap with the same...

I mark my progress, only because I rarely feel deeply depressed or emotionally out of control anymore. I never think about wanting to die or of hurting myself. Sometimes I think I feel too little....

It's been so long since I've updated or communicated on here. Too many things have happened to update all at once! Then again, some things haven't changed or progressed as much as I'd like. Some of...

My boyfriend & I have been living together for 2 months now. We have a really nice place & we're very happy! I'm working 2 jobs and enjoying my work. It'd be nice to enjoy a little more time off,...

Some of the things that will help me to be happier:  1. Being around my children more often is a big one. They are my world. I love them so much.2. I love my boyfriend. I believe he loves me too,...

Some of the things that will help me to be happier:  1. Being around my children more often is a big one. They are my world. I love them so much.2. I love my boyfriend. I believe he loves me too,...

I'm feeling better lately...maybe because I have my daughter with me for two weeks & I'm seeing my sons a little more too. I decided to stop taking Seroquel. I gave it 3 weeks. It doesn't feel right...

 My boyfriend & I finally talked things over last night. He's been going through some hard stuff emotionally. I kinda knew that, but he made me feel like I'd done something wrong by the way he was...

 I'm trying to decide if I should make a special dinner tonight. I guess if I do it & he still rejects me, I'll know we have a very serious problem. He used to love it when I put on sexy lingerie &...

My sex life is shitty now...has been for about 2 months & I don't understand why. It's like he's just no longer interested. Our sex life used to be amazing...fun & exciting. We couldn't get enough. I...

I've recently realized I've been having frequent feelings of rage. My mind goes over & over so many negative, hurtful things, both from the past and the present. One thought leads to another thought,...

I just started on seroquel to treat bi-polar. I hope it helps, but I'm really terrified of bad side effects. I began taking 25mg daily on Monday, Feb. 4th. I'm looking into going back to school. I'm...

My boyfriend & I have been living together for 2 months now. We have a really nice place & we're very happy! I'm working 2 jobs and enjoying my work. It'd be nice to enjoy a little more time off,...

Some of the things that will help me to be happier:  1. Being around my children more often is a big one. They are my world. I love them so much.2. I love my boyfriend. I believe he loves me too,...