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- So When I Hear People Talk About Diets I Feel Like It's Wrong For Me To ListEn. I Am Hearing My Family Talk About A Healthy DiEt. That The First PHase Is ProTien Veggies No Carbs. I Guess My Question Is Do You Think It's Pro Recovery To Do A Healthy...
- I'm @ a b day party & am surrounded by cake!!! It's a bigger struggle than Ithought it would b. The cake looks soooo good but I just can't do it because I know it won't stay in me it's times like these I wish Ic could just enjoy cake & not have the...
- I know that we can be so consumed with negative thoughts of cutting our selves negative tapes that play in our heads from the past. feeling unbearable pain. painful situations we are experiencing etc. so I thought we could do the positive ABC list....
- so I had a little over 3 months without cutting when I got out of the hospital. but I just cut tonight I'm so confused and frustrated. what the heck I reached out to a couple people on my support group 1 of my friends asked if I was safe and I said...
- I have a strong urge to cut. Tried my copeing skills to sooth myself & the intensity came down alittle but the urge is still there & not going away. I've been clean since I got out of the hospital almost two months. Have feeling I'm struggling to...
- I am so pissed @ myself! I binged & purged tonight & didn't even realized what I was doing until it was to late. I had a month & 3 days clean from bping from the time I got out of the hospital & that's the longest I've Ebert had. But now I have to...
- I just got out of the hospital a week &a half ago & my therapist wants me to go to more eating disorder support groups. Does any one know Amy support groups around here? I live in Mill Creek but anywhere i'm Seattle will do. I struggle with...
- I got back from the hospital on Wed after two weeks being there. My cutting got out of control & my suicide ideation got so intense & my best friend noticed me going down hill for a while. She found out I was cutting again & very suicidal & the...
- I just came home today from Fairfax Hospital after being their two Weeks. I'm glad to be home but anxious at the same time. I'm no longer having suicidal ideation & want to stay safe. I haven't cut for two Weeks which is the longest I've gone. I am...
- I can't sleep. had the urge to cut all day & called my therapist that was a little helpful but the urge was still there she had called a crisis center & said they were expecting my call. So I called & the lady asked why I was calling I told her...
- I'm trying do hard to fight the urge to cut & I want to cut sooooo bad!! My best friend took me to the hospital yesterday & long story short I signed a no self harm contract. So I've called my therapist twice can't get ahold of her. Tried ice cubes....
- So I've been diving into deep past abuse trama & so haveing so much pain I've been cutting allot more to release it along w my ED. I got some bad news about a big change @ work (they r very sportive Christian woman) I was told about it in my year...
- My ED is so crazy weird it goes from one extreme to another. I starve myself for Weeks. Then I get in the cycle of binging/purgeing. Now the cycle is I can't stop bingeing!I know it sounds crazy but I tell myself I have to purge every time I binge...
- I'm sooooo frustrated & want to cut so bad. I'm working for two kids who are so disrespectful & have been yelling @me all day!!! I don't do well w being yelled @ been yelled @ all my life. All I want to do when I get home is get some relief & cut
- So I struggle with Anorexia & Bulimia. My counselor wanted me to share what I processed in session. when I binge I feel dirty inside & the purging help me to feel clean. Any thoughts on what this might mean?