scurrie

I am slipping a little. Ups and downs are normal I guess.

It has been too long since I have written a journal. Things are still getting better and better. I can't say enough good things about EMDR. It helped me finally make peace with problems and taught me...

It has been too long since I have written a journal. Things are still getting better and better. I can't say enough good things about EMDR. It helped me finally make peace with problems and taught me...

I know I have not written in a long time so here is an update. I seem to only write the bad but its time to write the good. I have been getting better through lexapro therapy and support from my DS...

I am slipping a little. Ups and downs are normal I guess.

It has been too long since I have written a journal. Things are still getting better and better. I can't say enough good things about EMDR. It helped me finally make peace with problems and taught me...

I know I have not written in a long time so here is an update. I seem to only write the bad but its time to write the good. I have been getting better through lexapro therapy and support from my DS...

It's hard for me to understand trust. It seems that I have always made bad choices with whom i given mine to. I thought I was getting better at this these days. I was wrong. It seems that I am still...

Hi Everybody. I have been off for a while. Things are ok here. I will be on tonight. Scott

If you want to know why I changed from OK to bad just ask.

There are days when I wake up and I struggle to move forward. So many bad decisions. So many squandered oppertunities. I lose my confidence at times.

Thankfully things are getting better. Night and day from a few weeks ago. I received so much support and made so many good friends here and that has helped me so much. I am restless a lot still and...

Feeling so restless today. Trying to stay busy to slow down the thinking. I wish I could focus in and do constructive things. I know I am on the right path but I still worry about faultering.

As I am sitting alone restlessly waiting for something to happen. The darkness is much lighter now but still I struggle to find meaning. I look for small signs of hope in all I see. Regretting so...