How things are now
It has been too long since I have written a journal. Things are still getting better and better. I can't say enough good things about EMDR. It helped me finally make peace with problems and taught me how to keep from ever going into depression again. Normal ups and downs but not black holes. I have to say that my friendships I have made on DS have been a great support to me. I am going to slowly limit the amount of time I spend on here and get back in the real world more. I will always come here and try to offer support to others who need some and make sure people who are down realize there is hope even when you have doubts about that. I have made so many special friends through here that I hope will stay with me for the rest of my life. There is one person in particular who I have become very close to. I want to thank her for her friendship inparticular. She has made me realize so much. I will never be able to tell her what she has meant to me and how much she means to me.
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I am so happy to hear that! Enjoy yourself.. you have my email & yahoo... *huggles*
My dear friend Scott, I am so happy for you! You are a very special person & have always shown me nothing but kindness & support since I first came to DS. Your strength, courage, intelligence, humor, caring & kindness has not only helped me through my struggles but helped so many others & for that I thank you from the bottom of my heart. With gratitude & admiration, Jazzie xxx
Welcome back. Great to hear you are doing better.
See ya soon. Peace.
Hey about time you updated this. No just kidding but it is good to hear from you. I am glad to hear that you are feeling better. I am so happy that you have found great support here and many people just love you.
awww...we love you to scurrie :)
im so glad that you have found your way out of that aweful black hole .. i hope that you never have to go back.. thank you for always being there for me .. you have been there when nobody else was there.. i will always be thankful for you as my friend!
HHHHHHHEEEEEEEEEYYYYYYYYYY!!!!! Nice to hear your doing so great, it makes my heart smile. You deserve nothing but HAPPY!!! Dina :o)
I wish I were as confident and outgoing as you but I am only at the beginning of my journey and so far its been a slow, painful process with a few hiccups along the way and whilst my mess ups have been small ie one can, one wine, one pint I KNOW that its only a matter of time when they will be fully blown HUGE problems which will, yet again, drag me back down to my same old haunt that being the \'depths of despair\'. Reading your entry has at least given me a glimmer of hope and I just pray that I too can be in the same place as you dwell right now so come on \'share the wealth\' wots your secret? faith I guess, hope and determination which all sounds good but boy am I struggling with it right now!!!
Your post really gives me hope. I love reading up on you and all that you have been through.