MelbaToast

So today just sucked all around. I got up ridiculously early since there was supposed to be some meeting at my office 7:30-1. I didn't *have* to get there early but I chose to in case anyone needed...

It's been a long hellish week in my short hellish life. Last Monday night, a very dear friend of my family's passed away. We all saw it coming. Her health had been declining slowly over the past...

Whew.   It's tough coming back to work after being on vacation in California. Last Wednesday I went to Santa Cruz to spend time with my bf's 3 sisters. We had a wonderful time and so today I am a...

So last month there was some soul searching and general restlessness...and a little bit of anxiety and depression. This month things seem to be mellowing out a great deal. Could it be a string of...

So after 9 months and 40+ interviews I finally have a new job. The people are nice, the location is perfect, commute works out fine, and I can wear flip flops (first time ever at a job!). I bought a...

I've updated the progress to 45% only because it's May so the year is *gasp!* almost half over.  I have been either walking for an hour or doing step aerobics for a half hour 5 times a week. I walk...

I'm home alone and crying. Depressed is like barely scratching the surface of how I feel. I have no friends. Nobody gives a fuck about me. I woke up this morning thinking about killing myself. I...

7PM: Crying my fucking eyes out for the umpteenth time...third time today...SO depressed, anxious, desperate, lonely, hopeless, helpless...I'm a total failure. Update - I got laid off 1/6/09. My...

I'm so sad today :( just anxious and teary eyed. It's Friday so hooray for that and all. I've reached a point where I'm so anxious about coming to work that as I walk up the hill to get here I like...

So today just sucked all around. I got up ridiculously early since there was supposed to be some meeting at my office 7:30-1. I didn't *have* to get there early but I chose to in case anyone needed...

It's been a long hellish week in my short hellish life. Last Monday night, a very dear friend of my family's passed away. We all saw it coming. Her health had been declining slowly over the past...

Whew.   It's tough coming back to work after being on vacation in California. Last Wednesday I went to Santa Cruz to spend time with my bf's 3 sisters. We had a wonderful time and so today I am a...

So last month there was some soul searching and general restlessness...and a little bit of anxiety and depression. This month things seem to be mellowing out a great deal. Could it be a string of...

So after 9 months and 40+ interviews I finally have a new job. The people are nice, the location is perfect, commute works out fine, and I can wear flip flops (first time ever at a job!). I bought a...

I've updated the progress to 45% only because it's May so the year is *gasp!* almost half over.  I have been either walking for an hour or doing step aerobics for a half hour 5 times a week. I walk...