MiaBean

I'm still waiting to hear back from the doctor...should have heard back today, so if I don't get a call back by tomorrow, I'm going for blood...To top things off, Shawn has been distant since for...

OK, so I just looked up the surgery for parathyroidism and I'm scared out of my mind. If the test comes back I need surgery it's a 5 to 10 inch incision in my neck! The slightest wrong move and I...

OK, so I haven't been on in a while for a reason. I've been sick for a while and the doctors have run test beyond tests trying to figure out what was wrong with me. Well, finally on Monday they...

OK, so you know those guys who think that you're in a relationship when you say that you'll go on a date with them? I think Shawn is one of those people. We were texting eachother yesterday and I was...

So one of my best friends is up visiting me for the weekend. I'm really happy because I haven't had many visitors in a while. It's really helped my mood rise. So today we were in the mall and we ran...

So the day began not so good. Got told off by my ex; my blood drawn by a lady who wasn't that good at it (i felt everything); and i had to go to traffic court where EVERYONE was found guilty and I...

SO, after my ex completely abandoned me last night, I gave into the urge to cut myself again. I haven't done it in years, but I felt so alone. I was sick of him making me feel like shit and treating...

OK, so my ex just completely abandoned me. He came in the door, I asked him how the game was, he said he didn't go and that he went out with the 12 yr old, I said 'of course' then he told me he was...

OK. So I went to the doc this morning and I told him that I was incredibly depressed and that my preg piss test came back neg so I wanted an additional anti-depressant. SO he gave it to me and sent...

So I went to a costume party last night. It was kind of fun. I took my Jessy (one of my best friends) as my date b/c my slimy ex ditched me for a little 17 yr old who looks like she's 12. Well, then...

Ug...feeling really tired and I need to rest...never leave the couch...but I need to get some cat ears for a costume party, but I don't feel like shopping...still no period...yuck...

I don't even know what to do....I feel like the second my ex walks in the door I may throttle him. I need my meds back! I took a test this morning and it was negative, but I still don't have my...

Not feeling so hot and I can't concintrate on my work...MAN do I hate my ex....hope I can get my stuff done in time....pregnancy test in the AM and blood test on Sat morning....hoorah!