
Chuggernaught
Status: It's part of the human condition to get antsy when things are routine... then beg for the routine when chaos rules.. silly humans.
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I can't chat and I can't post so I'm going to journal. Some how I have managed to put my possible new life in danger with my words. That verbal fire I posess that can warm or burn. By saying "I...
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It's 4:30 in the morning and I just had a 2 hour conversation with a friend about life and love. This person is someone who grew up with a different life in many ways, yet I notice that the older...
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I walk a lonely path, while taking a lonely oath.As a man I am an anomaly. Nothing makes me happier than pleasing a woman, all women.If I meet an 80 year old women and kiss her cheek or...
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Ahhhhhhh... Went out yesterday after BPradio to the bar down the road from my sis's house (which I WALKED to thank you very much:)) and got pretty buzzed. The walk to the bar gave me lots of...
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Thank you each and every one of you on DS... good and (well) not so good. I come home inspired and filled with purpose again. Purpose is my best mood stabilizer I'e yet experienced... even love...
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OK. Apparently you can ACTUALLY attempt suicide and still be denied entry into the psych ward, but no matter. Life has decided to set forth yet another series of obsticles to overcome, and I...
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I don't know if I need a med adjustment or enviromental or what, But I've been on a decline ever since I had to leave Washington and my best friend. Everytime I think I've got a toe hold I fall...
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getting a little caught up on some bills helped.
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Moving, Ilost alot of stuff along the way. and being here I haven't had the chance to get settled really... I fear I will fall. Am I really that smart or am I just observant. Do I just know how...
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Went to school orientation, I loved it. Only thing was I went after work so I didn't sleep until like 4 in the afternoon and I just woke up! it's my normal day off but I said I'd work, so oops. any...
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I wrote this song last night in despair. I found a connection with a woman that was strong.And in my usual fashion let it all go wrong.But with her I just can’t cut my losses.So I pray to Jude,...
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It was nice feeling the urges I did with her. Whether or not I'm forgiven.
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I seem to go all out... with out even trying.
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I can't chat and I can't post so I'm going to journal. Some how I have managed to put my possible new life in danger with my words. That verbal fire I posess that can warm or burn. By saying "I...
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It's 4:30 in the morning and I just had a 2 hour conversation with a friend about life and love. This person is someone who grew up with a different life in many ways, yet I notice that the older...
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