Tiredofallthetrouble

It has been a long time since I last made a journal entry. I was hoping to have something good to write. That is not the case. My sister still gets pissed off if "I look at her wrong," and my adult...

I still get nothing positive from my sister no matter what I do. I spend my days with my little great niece. I make sure she has food to eat. I play with her. I dress her when I take her out for...

I can't believe it has been a year and 4 months since my last journal entry and nothing has changed for the better. My relationship with my dear sister is totally dashed on jagged rocks. We will not...

No matter how much good you try to do, Satan is always putting his hand in and stirring the pot. I will never have the relationship I once had with my sister. I see that now. She told my six year old...

Those are two crazy women. My sister and my niece. Now they are mad because I left the house so they could have it all to themselves. The mother, the daughter, the granddaughter and the boyfriend. I...

I absolutely could not sit down to another one of our "family dinners" today. Something hurtful always happens. Whether it is something I say, I do or the way I am looking at someone. Then my...

I am so sad and disgusted with my sister. The one who I have supported emotionally and financially all her life. I am totally disgusted with her. Everything I say and do is the wrong thing with her....

What is a Bitch? Note the capital B!A Bitch is a female who believes she is always right!A Bitch is a female who tells you don't come at me with your fake apologies!A Bitch is a female who tells you...

I live in this house with all these so-called adults and one little beautiful child. I pray God's mercy and protection for her always. I pray for God to move me from this place to one where I can be...

I am beginning to hate living in my home with these evil self-righteous people. Everything I say and do is seen as an insult or attack against one of them. Funny these "saints" did not have a problem...

I start a new job next week. I hope to travel there soon. Work remotely first. Thank God for the new job!

I should have known my sister's daughter would say or do something to spoil the good time I had today with my little niece. We went to the places she wanted to go and did the things she wanted to do...

I just knew we would not get through one of our "family holidays" without an argument over something stupid. This time it was my sister herself. She waited until it was nearly ten o'clock to tell me...

Well, we are all here getting ready for another "Family Dinner".  I dread these meals now.  Someone is always making "jokes" that are hurtful. And I am often the butt of those "jokes." There is...

I helped raise my sister's child and am now helping raise her grandchild. I dearly love the little girl and her mother before her. I placed my life and wishes on hold to help my sister get an...