I am so tired....

I live in this house with all these so-called adults and one little beautiful child. I pray God's mercy and protection for her always. I pray for God to move me from this place to one where I can be happy and calm and peaceful.
No one really cares about me here. Not sister. Not father. Certainly NOT niece. And now the little one too? God this is too much. And my sister is teaching the little one against me. The baby tells me "You are the mean one in the house." And "Like Nana said, You are mean to everybody in the house." That is now the baby's response to being told "no" or "don't do that." Well I guess, if Nana said it, it must be true. Nana...my dear sister.
God, why do you keep me here in this place where no one wants me? Why am I here? My life is so empty. I am so tired.