Apology to Morgan's parents
I went to Morgan's and I talked to her mom. I told her I know she saw the condom since my foster mom talked to me about it. I told her I got condoms since I know how things go and I keep one with me when there's a chance I'll be around Morgan. I said I do love her and I know how sex can happen so I'm trying to do the responsible thing if it's going to happen. I don't need her getting pregnant if it does happen and I don't want that responsibility. She said she is proud of me for thinking grown up like that but she is not going to be having sex with anyone for a couple more years. Idk. She's getting super frisky but she dk that. I told her I'm just protecting myself and her. She thinks I'm a good kid for looking out like that. At least someone thinks I'm doing the right thing.
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I think it's great that you apologized to Morgan's parents. That really shows how much you have grown and matured. Not only that but you are also showing that you are self aware and want to do the right things.
My advice to you is, if Morgan wants to have sex or you feel she wants to that it is best you do not have sex with her at all. I fear this could lead to some serious problems for you. Her parents may accuse you of forcing or pressuring her into sex and I say this because they know you have condoms on you. And they can use that against you should you have sex with her. Even if she says she wanted to. I would do my best to avoid going there with her. On top of that you have your past actions against you. Whether they know about the situation with you and your sister or not, I don't know, I haven't read your other journals so I apologize for my lack of knowledge but that could come into play and add to it all. Things like this do happen to young men like you and I'd hate to see you go through that especially when you have no intentions on causing Morgan any harm. But you are dealing with adults and the legal system and those two alone are much bigger and stronger than you. You are just a minor and they will overpower you.
So please be careful with Morgan and try your best to not do anything with her that her parents can and will raise hell over. You are headed in the right directions and really growing up so much, I know puberty and sexual desires are difficult to control right now but try and stay on the right path and don't veer off because of a girl who's getting a little touchy feely. Girls can ruin your life. Believe me, i know. I'm a girl and I've done some damage to men who did not exercise caution. It's not worth it. It only takes a few minutes of relieving a sexual temptation to destroy the rest of your life.