Alyena
Status: not good...fake it till you make it
Mood:
Ok
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- So I haven't been on here since 2013. I've been three three major surgeries in one year (two should one neck) and now I'm in a boot for a foot injury) In the time being I have started cutting again and have been hospitalized in February. I have...
- I found out earlier today that my mom is cutting me out of her life forever...I can't seem to get a grip on that and I just want to go on a rampage like if I had a gun I would kill her and some other people right now including myself...I have been...
- Im really hurting and needing someone to talk to...I dont know who to talk to or what to do...Im afraid that Im going to do something REAL stupid and do it soon...Help someone plz
- Im really struggling right now...I havent self-harmed for 2 months and Im tempted to start again...Ive been struggling with dealing with my Reactive Attachment Disorder with my bf and he doesnt understand why I do what I do sometimes...I havent...
- Hi I was wondering if there are any other websites out there like this one? If so what are they? Im looking for more help becuz I dont want to end up having to deal with the cops cuz I did something stupid becuz I didnt reach out for help like I...
- I cant stop thinking about suicide and the ways to commit it...I have been constantly thinking about it (multiple times a day) and I have been thinking about cutting...Im afraid that someday soon that Im going to go through with my thoughts cuz Im...
- My family said "your dead to me"...how in the hell can a family member say that to another family member...Ive never been more hurt than this and Im at the point of ending my life...No one can stop me...no one can help me...go ahead and call the...
- im really hurting....all i wanna do is cut. i read an email from my mom saying how she doesnt want me to bother her anymore...she blocked my phone number so i cant call/text her anymore...y does she keep trying to have contact with me if she doesnt...
- I have been taken to the Emergency Room in the hospital twice in two weeks...I was taken due to cutting on my arm really bad...I keep having urges to cut and feel that cutting with help with my urges...my worker suggested going to the hospital and...
- Im wanting to cut but I promised my boyfriend that I wouldnt cut and so now I dont know what to do...I feel like I would be able to hide it but I dont know if I would be able to hide it good enough for him to not see...Help I dont know what to do or...
- Nothing like coming home to find out that your mom has restricted you from calling her...I spend and spend all my energy on trying to spend time with my mom and all I get it this! Its unbelievable...All I wanna do is cut and just end it all right...
- Self-Harm AssessmentName: AlyenaAge: 18Sex: Female Date: November 14, 2012Do you want to die? YesFavorite tool? Razor bladeDo you dream about cutting? YesDo you like cutting? Well I dont hate itHave you ever been caught cutting? YesDid you have a...
- The cold icy blade, running across my skin, sending chills down my spine. Crimson blood running down my wrist, dripping down drop by drop to the sink below me. I feel calm, and in control. The devil inside me has taken my soul. The blade doing it's...
- I was bucked off a horse Saturday night and was air lifted to the ER...My horse got spooked and bucked and I went flying and hit the ground hard. I was unconscious for 5 minutes and went in and out for a few hours...Had a head injury and neck...
- Well I just took a whole bunch of Ativan and having a funny feeling and all I wanna do is sleep...I think I need to go to the hospital but I wont go...Oh well if I die, like anyone would care