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Rampage

Alyena
Alyena
I found out earlier today that my mom is cutting me out of her life forever...I can't seem to get a grip on that and I just want to go on a rampage like if I had a gun I would kill her and some other people right now including myself...I have been struggling with my depression for a few weeks (thinking about suicide and cutting all day and everyday)...i haven't told my bf that yet but he does know about my mom...I think I need hospitalized becuz I'm so bad but idk...I'm afraid to ask what my bf would want me to do...what would u say
Pucapepper
Pucapepper
It's hard to know what to say....my Mom cut me out of her life after I had been supporting she and my Dad for about 20 years paying their rent and food. A few years after my Dad died, she moved hundreds of miles away to live with my brother who moved out when he was 17 and had little to do with my parents for the next 40 years. He is wealthy and I am not , so she got a lot of material things when she moved in with him. She lived with him for 2 years before she died and never contacted me after she moved. I had always believed we were best friends...... I still have a lot of hurt and anger, and feelings of betrayal......she died about 7 years ago.

You need to tell your friend what your feelings are and if you need to be hospitalized it can be a good thing if it helps you to feel better..

I wish you the best.
BrokenBetty
BrokenBetty
I have those urges sometimes too. I say, get help. The hospital will at least put some things in perspective for you. It can't be worse than how you feel now.

Good luck. Will be thinking of you.
sweatingbullets
sweatingbullets
I understand what you mean by rampage. Seriously though, some people need vicious beatings within inches of their lives but it won't teach them anything except give you a sore fist or a broken baseball bat. The bottom line is there should be certain tests one should pass before allowed to have children, this is serious crap. The world is screwed and I hope you can recover...now I'm off to the sporting goods store.