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 must be tired lost the first entry.  taking a long break for first time in a week. went with paul to have cancer on the top of his hear removed. (didnt know about it till a little over a week ago)...

bought 3 plants with planters they must be 7 feet tall except for the small one which is 3 feet tall.  bought them in a thrift store for 40.00 each, it is the first time i saw plants that large in a...

know why feeling depressed lately , feeling like i do not deserve to have a realy, realy great life.  well it is time to seige the moment and just live the life me and god gives me. it is realy a...

my life is way too good. hubby loves me and he is a very good guy.  things are fitting in place for me to have other things i need and want.  one person is moving in next wk and another is wanting...

well v-d was realy good hubby gave me roses and all is well.  weekend was great. dont know why i feel down all is well with married life.  took a walk around neighborhooh and fences need mending or...

i now know it is valentins day, that is why im depressed. every v-day since paul and me have been married has been a disaster.  today my hear is garded agains him hurting me. is that any way to...

had a good weekend, always fun when with hubby. been depresed all week no reason it is valentimes day in two days dont know what to get paul

helped with lunch today and helped to serve made plans for a few of us who voulunteer the most a sort of special gift, to go to disneyland tomorrow so we will be out the whole day.  looking forward...

life is soo very good. ran around the club house all day thursday and helped cook lunch and serve it. had a lot of fun stayed all day because it was family nght helped cook and serve and went to the...

my sister and i are going to the ranch its more like a zoo lol.  i play like all the anumals are too much for me but i realy injoy them more than i let on.  when my sister and i get to gether we...

lost 5 lbs a friend and me from church are going to weight watchers.  wanted to eat everything in the house today but resisted took a nap instead. 

thursday i go to court for our divorce.  still do not know why he married me.  it couldnt just to divorce me. and punnish me if i do not do what he wants. i still love him but love god in proper...

went and had a very good time

went to target and bought a bike i love it .  rode it a little and it felt great with the wind in my face and almost floating along. cant waite to ride it tomorrow.  it is in my front room.  also...

seeing my part in  relationships, it is a two way street