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crashing hard today. i had two double lattes and a capuccino. i was flying high for a while and my heart was racing but now i'm crashing.

so the house is now sold and i have to find a place by July 1 as that is the closing date. still have issues with the parental but she won't talk to me so i guess i'm just not worth that much to her.

still here, still living the dream... so much to do at work, my head is spinning, but i don't like to let people down so i'll just keep taking on more work...

i'm still here so I guess i'm that much closer to reaching my goal of not killing myself.

this is the worst day of all the bad days throughout the year - valentines day. "what did you do for valentine's day? what did your boyfriend get you for valentine's day?" valentine's day this,...

another bad week - eating junk and lots of it. chocolates, caramels, toffee, full bags of large chips and cokes. and usually late at night and no exercise. i could shovel snow from the drive way...

another tense day at home. not sure what set mum off this time but i can feel the hate oozing from her core. she goes through periods of being nice and then... bam!... out of the blue there's an...

On the bus ride home last night I had this feeling of not belonging with the other people. I mean it was like one of those tests that are so obvious - a bunch of circles and one square, which one...

Well here goes another year of existing. I am just so tired of exisitng, of having ever existed. I am tired of speaking and thinking and seeing and hearing and touching and tasting. I am tired of...

this has been the worst holiday. i have been eating junk for the past two weeks and when presented with the choice of salad or chips, i chose chips. i am such a loser how can people stand to be...

fine - happy now? here i am writing about how shitty my life is just so that others can know that i haven't done myself in and they can rest easy. is that what you wanted?

Just got back from a business trip to Calgary and as I had expected all I could think about was where I was going to eat but that wasn't the worst part. I mean business-wise it was a great trip but...

I feel really low today. Cramps again and they always hit me hard but that's not why I feel low. Yesterday my boyfriend had to stop by his work to drop off his incident reports from the previous...

why do men think that it is ok to tell their girlfriends how hot they think another woman is when they don't even say it to her?

I am such a loser. I feel bad about myself and what do I do - I eat apple pie and popcorn and chocolate bars one right after the other. Why am I such a loser?