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although i am still not 100% i am feeling better than i have been in a long time. i am back to living near the beach and in my own place... no mother, no grandmother and far less stress. i still...

two weeks to go and i can  hardly wait to move out of here. the parental is a pack rat and wants to keep everything she ever touched. i've tried to talk to her about it but she just gets defensive...

found a place in The Beach and i can't wait to move. the parental is still all over the place with the mood swings so i just try to stay clear. i must admit though, my moods are all over the place as...

i went to A's house today and she and her husband were saying things about me that i know are not true. most people can take a compliment and say thank you and move on but how can you accept it of...

am i such a loser. i have nothing going for me in my life. an x from like 20 years ago owns restaurants in vancouver and the most recent x is now married with a child and a great job. and me? fat,...

my friend 'A' and i have been friends since highschool and i love her to death but i can't understand why she does some of the things she does. we'll have plans to go out and she'll ask me what i'm...

crashing hard today. i had two double lattes and a capuccino. i was flying high for a while and my heart was racing but now i'm crashing.

so the house is now sold and i have to find a place by July 1 as that is the closing date. still have issues with the parental but she won't talk to me so i guess i'm just not worth that much to her.

still here, still living the dream... so much to do at work, my head is spinning, but i don't like to let people down so i'll just keep taking on more work...

i'm still here so I guess i'm that much closer to reaching my goal of not killing myself.

still here, still living the dream... so much to do at work, my head is spinning, but i don't like to let people down so i'll just keep taking on more work...

i'm still here so I guess i'm that much closer to reaching my goal of not killing myself.

this is the worst day of all the bad days throughout the year - valentines day. "what did you do for valentine's day? what did your boyfriend get you for valentine's day?" valentine's day this,...

another bad week - eating junk and lots of it. chocolates, caramels, toffee, full bags of large chips and cokes. and usually late at night and no exercise. i could shovel snow from the drive way...

another tense day at home. not sure what set mum off this time but i can feel the hate oozing from her core. she goes through periods of being nice and then... bam!... out of the blue there's an...