parchergirl
Status: Have just been left by second husband. Got together with old boyfriend and now found out he’s playing me. I feel unlovable and totally alone
Mood:
Horrible
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7-27-09I am missing Boyd, but am getting through the day and gettting things done. I guess I'm still here for a reason and I need to find what that is. For now I guess it's just to be here for...
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It's 11 days today since Boyd went with Jesus. It's the first day I have experienced a few hours of "lack of sadness" it feels good, yet I almost feel guilty. I laughed with a friend today too....
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7-20-09 It just seems like the saddness stays the same. The days past and life goes on but a part of me just is stuck. Thoughts of Boyd make me happy yet sad at the same time. I have lost my...
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it's over a week since Boyd went to be with the Lord, we had his private burial on Mon and his memorial service yesterday. It still seems so unreal that he's not here. I miss him so much already. I...
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What do I do now that he's gone? Over a half of me is lost. He was my best friend, my lover , my all and now I don't want to go on. I have 3 sons who love me and that I love too, but the part...
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Boyd, my wonderful husband ,went to be with the Lord this morning. He was with his family at home. He fought the fight he won the race-He's in the arms of Jesus.
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7-27-09I am missing Boyd, but am getting through the day and gettting things done. I guess I'm still here for a reason and I need to find what that is. For now I guess it's just to be here for...
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It's 11 days today since Boyd went with Jesus. It's the first day I have experienced a few hours of "lack of sadness" it feels good, yet I almost feel guilty. I laughed with a friend today too....
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7-20-09 It just seems like the saddness stays the same. The days past and life goes on but a part of me just is stuck. Thoughts of Boyd make me happy yet sad at the same time. I have lost my...
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it's over a week since Boyd went to be with the Lord, we had his private burial on Mon and his memorial service yesterday. It still seems so unreal that he's not here. I miss him so much already. I...
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What do I do now that he's gone? Over a half of me is lost. He was my best friend, my lover , my all and now I don't want to go on. I have 3 sons who love me and that I love too, but the part...
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Boyd, my wonderful husband ,went to be with the Lord this morning. He was with his family at home. He fought the fight he won the race-He's in the arms of Jesus.
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7-27-09I am missing Boyd, but am getting through the day and gettting things done. I guess I'm still here for a reason and I need to find what that is. For now I guess it's just to be here for...
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It's 11 days today since Boyd went with Jesus. It's the first day I have experienced a few hours of "lack of sadness" it feels good, yet I almost feel guilty. I laughed with a friend today too....
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7-20-09 It just seems like the saddness stays the same. The days past and life goes on but a part of me just is stuck. Thoughts of Boyd make me happy yet sad at the same time. I have lost my...
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