katieh

well so far today i have not binged nor thrown up! im feeling very good today!

well i didnt meet my goal. i did throw up...but it was not as much or bad. and i managed to stop myself from going further

okay so so far this is for my goal update. the last itme i threw up what i ate was yesterday. feb 26th. my first goal is to make it to sunday witout any issues

okay so i know i have not been on this website in like litterally months. so let me tell you a little of what has happened. so i got the job at tmobile..still working there and got a raise :) way...

i did have a bad night last night but not today so far and it wont happen today :) im working hard to break free from these urges. im better then this and my body has always been good to me and i...

so last night i had the perfect change and urge to just eat everything and get rid of it..i started to and rumging through things and managed to get myself out of the kitchen and in my room and...

okay well i had a little episode..very small compared to what i usually do and i got control of it fast..but regardless count is back to zero days..well actually today i didnt so thats good..so i...

today will be the third day i have not binged nor purged!! i have ytaken it one step at a time..and if i get the urge then i stop and think the results and how it makes me feel. i am sooo...

starting today april 10th, 2008. i am making a written commitment to myself to not binge and purge anymore. and yes you may say you cant just stop  but i know i can do it! how i will do this is just...

i dont even know where to start right now. im just so frustrated right now with this stupid eating disorder..im reaching the end of my patience with this. i have tried and tried and tried many...

so right now i need some help and immediatly. everything in my life is wonderful except for this eating thing. i dont know underlying whats causing me to start this vicious cycle. now except for not...

well so far today i have not binged nor thrown up! im feeling very good today!

well i didnt meet my goal. i did throw up...but it was not as much or bad. and i managed to stop myself from going further

okay so so far this is for my goal update. the last itme i threw up what i ate was yesterday. feb 26th. my first goal is to make it to sunday witout any issues

okay so i know i have not been on this website in like litterally months. so let me tell you a little of what has happened. so i got the job at tmobile..still working there and got a raise :) way...