katieh

Well hello everyone,It has been since 2009 apparently since I have posted anything on this website. What have I been up too? I have a son now, he will be three in July. His name is Zachary and he is...

so here we go again. i have not been on this site for almost a year and a half for i have been better from my problem. so i thought. now i am having more problems then ever and i cant stop making...

so here we go again. i have not been on this site for almost a year and a half for i have been better from my problem. so i thought. now i am having more problems then ever and i cant stop making...

so more or less i got in trouble for posting the link to my fundraiser for adnad..even though i see people raising money all the time. its troubing to seea  support site when my topic is eating...

ok so here is the latest update in my up and down life so far. i do finnaly believe that things are about to start calming down. and stabalizing out. its nice. im at a steady 119 for a few months now...

so once again i dissappeared from here and i apologize..but for an update..im at 120 and have been between 118 and 120 for about two months now almost three. i have had maybe five binge and purge...

so once again i know i have not been up to date lately i just finished moving in with my boyfriend. its going amazing :) and the binging and purging has not happened in a very long time. its nice. i...

i know i havnt been on in awhile..once again im moving..yes again. which means more unstabliity..but i have only had about two binge and purge episodes in the past week and a half. which is goood for...

i did have a bad night last night but not today so far and it wont happen today :) im working hard to break free from these urges. im better then this and my body has always been good to me and i...

so last night i had the perfect change and urge to just eat everything and get rid of it..i started to and rumging through things and managed to get myself out of the kitchen and in my room and...

okay well i had a little episode..very small compared to what i usually do and i got control of it fast..but regardless count is back to zero days..well actually today i didnt so thats good..so i...

today will be the third day i have not binged nor purged!! i have ytaken it one step at a time..and if i get the urge then i stop and think the results and how it makes me feel. i am sooo...

starting today april 10th, 2008. i am making a written commitment to myself to not binge and purge anymore. and yes you may say you cant just stop  but i know i can do it! how i will do this is just...

i dont even know where to start right now. im just so frustrated right now with this stupid eating disorder..im reaching the end of my patience with this. i have tried and tried and tried many...

so right now i need some help and immediatly. everything in my life is wonderful except for this eating thing. i dont know underlying whats causing me to start this vicious cycle. now except for not...