alive47

I have realized that I am the only one that can make My Life Better. Having Family & Friends that help Me is a Plus for Me & them. To all My Great Family & Friends Thanks for being Here for Me. I...

True Friends stick to You like Glue,True Friends Help You Through & Through,True Friends stick with You through Bad or Good,True Friends should not be Misunderstood,True Friends of Mine should not...

I am sick & tired of this Bullshit. I know why people say they want to DIE. I take care of My Mom 24/7, I try cleaning this House & I try to be Here for Her. HOW IN THE HELL CAN I BE HERE FOR HER...

Last night sucked, I got sick to My Stomach & I am not feeling any better today either. Otherwise I am doing o.k. I have been putting a Puzzle together, talking to My Friends & watching some T.V. I...

I am so Blessed today. I never thought I would feel Good like this. I have meet some friends that they are dealing with their own issuses.We all need People who will help US be more Positively,Kind,...

God is Great. He took all my Garbage this includes My Child Molestion from when I was 10 - 11, 15 - 18, My relationship with Boyfriends, My Husbands ( 2 ) & My Children. All the  Sexual, Physcial,...

I have Great Family & Friends who help Me through this Life I have. Thank All Of You for Your Kind words, Your Understanding, the Love You have for helping out someone else who is in Need, Just...

 I am so confused & Lonely. Boy, When I was in school ( Middle & High ) I had school Friends & Boyfriends ( Boyfriends not at the same time of Course lol ) I know I still have friends from School...

I am feeling so Lonely & Depressed. I don't know who I am or where I begin. I was never taugh how to be Me. How to Love Myself & I did not & still don't know what True Love is or was. The Only Love...

 Today, I went with My Ex Boyfriend to the Vets Office. His Dog was suffering. It was hard for Her to Breath, Her lungs were rattling, She was getting Smaller, she could not stand - up no more, She...

Who Am I ?? I don't know because I didn 't have a Chance to be an innocent child that was not Victimized. I don 't Know what Love is because I never was Taught about Love. I was taught about...

I am not a Very Trusting Person of People. I wish I could have had a Healthier & Happier Childhood. Mine was one of going to school & being Normal there all the Time. I loved to learn New things...

 Just decided to get away a Couple days ago. Sometimes We need those Breaks in Life to Just enjoy LIFE. I know We are going through Our Own Ruff struggles but sometimes We need to step back & just...

 I know this is My Journey. One Day I will be Healed & Happy ( I mean the Happiest I never been in My Past ). I know that I have to want for it because My Childhood & Adulthood are Blocked. I have...

Yesterday ( Thursday April 5, 2012 ), My Boyfriend & I got into a stupid argument. It all started Because I needed extra Help pushing another Buggy at Wal - Mart. He couldn't walk good because He was...