radykiel

Hold me close and don't let goI'm so scaredto be alone.I've been by myself for too long,And always had to be strong.Now I only want to rest;And lay my head on your chest.Hold me close and don't let...

i don't know whether to write or not. i'm tired of fighting with my kids, im tired of fighting with my husband he has this way of making whatever my fault. i'm just so verytired of all of this. i...

sept. 5, 07i feel weird today not really sure what it is. i'm tired and want to go to bed.  i guess i feel empty like theres nothing there. i mean nothing no heart, no lungs no, bones nothing. i...

it's tuesday sept 4, 2007i haven't slept well the past few days i'm trying to stay awake during the day so i can sleep at nite.i got out of bed about 11:00am as soon as i came down my...

 saturday september 1, 2007it's so hard to believe fit's sept. today has been a full day i'm ready to sleep (i hope). my husband took me grocery shopping, we went to 3 different stores for sale...

August 30, 2007  i have something i want to share with everyone. i love wolves they  represent protection, independance, the idians say the wolf protects woman and children. i have this morning...

august 28, 2007the few days have been ok no major problems. it's hard because my husband and i are not talking since last thursday. i really don't care. this just what happens, he choose not to learn...

my husband & i were talking tonight he was a little loud lets say. he had a few drinks so he was feeling no pain. we got to talking about my doctor and how i should be better instead he thinks i'm...

August 20, 07life sucks!!! today my husband was going through bills he came across a credit card bill. he asked me what the hell did you buy? at first i couldn't remember, my memory sucks. he told i...

it's been raining for the past 3days makes very hard for me to do anything besides sleep. all i wanta do is cry don't know why don't really care why. right now ifeel so empty inside, no emotions, ...